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Fic: I Don't Miss You At All (Kate/Sawyer) 
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26th-Apr-2008 04:14 pm
btvs → big damn hero, kate → everything changes, d/l → little boy and little girl, fnl → julie and tyra, j2 → lesbian gay type lovers, juliet → the other woman, spn → on the dark side of the moon, vm → girl from mars, fnl → the girls, mm → wear your past, oth → true love never fades, mm → happy and carefree, mm → party girl, sandy → teh padalaugh, sun → i am strong, d/l → all the things i should have done, js → i couldn't keep you safe, stock → shoes!, sandy → lady in red, dean → ...you're the shortbus, sandy → sexy sandy, spn → gay love saves the day, d/l → the trio, jack → days that pass you by, jy → there is only you, d/l → their love is so pure, d/l → i forgot to tell you i love you, bela → bela hates you too, d/l → sam is the best brother ever, sawyer → smile, sam → brain go splody, stock → ilu!, sandy → idk my bff jared?, d/l → the hint of a spark, yjk → shiny happy people, pd → charlotte charles, sun → i won't be lost, btvs → he's my everything, d/l → and never let you go, oth → peyton sawyer, dean → okay now i'm depressed, d/l → take care, sam → puppy is angsting, dean → dean smile, sandy → all smiles, sun → i love you, dean → broken nail, l → omg bounce and squee!, juliet → she's a native, d/l → layla has come for the sex, dean → f*ck off, s/j → married to a rockstar, s/j → jared and sandy, l → a friend's love, fnl → matt and julie, sun → i heart sun, dean → don't objectify me, d/l → i'm with you, oth → best friends forever, btvs → with this ring i thee wed, mm → beach girl, juliet → i am strong, pd → i'll be your best friend, sawyer → wtf?!, l → oh you're my best friend, s/j → jared hearts sandy, sandy → sandy says omg!, sawyer → hero of the moment, sawyer → i'll look after you, oth → brooke davis, kane → this is my kane icon, js → i heart jack/sawyer, d/l → i'll watch over you, l → we stand together, d/l → i want you by my side, btvs → still, d/l → i believed in us, d/l → at first sight, sam → cutie pie, fnl → julie taylor, quotes → classy and fabulous, sawyer → having a blonde moment, vd → logan is a poo face, pd → my one and only, sun → until it burns you numb, sun → do we have to fuck you up?, stock → little miss sunshine, kane → this is my steve icon, fnl → and just forget the world, spn → the brothers winchester, spn → extreme glomp, sun → taking care of business, vd → real love stories, jk → you could mean everything to me, kate → who i am now, spn → 'cause we're so awesome, sun → glomp!, mm → sparkly things!, js → coming undone, d/l → closer, claire → little sister, j/j → we're in this together, j2 → jared and jensen do not like you, oth → b. davis and p. sawyer, fnl → i choose you, sawyer → what's in a name?
Title: I Don't Miss You At All
Rating: PG
Summary: Truth is, Sawyer always expected her to leave. She always leaves.
Disclaimer: I do not own Lost. At all. I wish but alas...
Author's Note: Set post 'Eggtown'.



Truth is, Sawyer always expected her to leave. She always leaves. And he thinks that the shot to the face just may have been worth it for finally getting to say the unspoken ugly truth of who Kate really is that had been on his mind for a very long time.

He expected the eventual disagreement, her anger, even her pause at the door, the look in her eyes all but telling him outright that she expected to be asked to stay – like maybe she would stay if he said he was sorry. Sorry for what? For getting tired of the game? For actually saying something about it? For telling the damn truth.

No. He wasn’t apologizing. He would have thought she knew him better than that. Or maybe she did; maybe she just asked him for something she knew he wouldn’t give so that she had the excuse to walk away.

Either way, it didn’t matter much, because he saw it coming from a mile away. He expected to watch her walk out the door, just as she was doing now, and leave almost as quickly as she had come.

He expected it, sure. But a punch hurts just as much whether you see it coming or not.
Comments 
27th-Apr-2008 08:25 am (UTC)
[info]lenina20
a punch hurts just as much whether you see it coming or not

Yeah, like that last line. One may be expecting it, but it hurts all the same. ;) Gob job!
27th-Apr-2008 06:46 pm (UTC)
[info]isis2015
Thanks. :) I'm glad you liked it.
27th-Apr-2008 09:07 am (UTC)
[info]fosfomifira
From what we've seen Sawyer always leaves, he's not used to being the one left behind. It must make this whole new experience of caring even more difficult than it already is, especially as he did the right thing by calling Kate on her game. I agree that maybe he should have been more dimplomatic about it, but the basic facts are true.
27th-Apr-2008 06:48 pm (UTC)
[info]isis2015
Sawyer has always been the one to leave in the end, so he really hasn't been the one that gets left until Kate, who can't seem to figure out who she is, where she wants to be, or who she wants to be with. And even though he obviously cares about her, that has to get tiring after a while.
27th-Apr-2008 12:50 pm (UTC)
[info]silvestra
I also love the last line.

This was a good little piece. :)
27th-Apr-2008 06:49 pm (UTC)
[info]isis2015
Thanks. :)
28th-Apr-2008 02:13 am (UTC)
[info]aboutbunnies
Great last line. Very nicely done!
28th-Apr-2008 02:21 am (UTC)
[info]isis2015
Thanks. :)
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