Title: Hurry Up and Wait
Rating: PG
Summary: Kate doesn’t believe in forgive and forget. She doesn’t believe it’s possible.Disclaimer: I do not own
Lost. At all. I wish but alas...
Author's Note: Used for
philosophy_20, prompt #18: and if the answer is no / can I change your mind?.
Kate doesn’t believe in forgive and forget. She doesn’t believe it’s possible. She knows she isn’t capable of putting it into practice, and, as it turns out, neither is Jack.
He avoids her. He’s not purposely rude, he doesn’t ignore her when he notices her, but, well, he doesn’t notice her. Not the way he used to. Kate can’t really explain the shift, but she feels it and she knows it happened. He’s always somewhere else, where ever she’s not. He’s always busy or away or nowhere to be found.
She knows that she shouldn’t take it personally, but she does. She had never expected Jack to forgive her right away, to just turn a blind eye to the mistake she had made, but she wasn’t prepared for indifference; not from Jack.
It wasn’t that he was angry with her, it was that he didn’t seem to care one way or the other about her anymore. Anger, she could understand, withstand. But Kate had never known, and still doesn’t know, how to keep someone from giving up on her.
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