Ficlet: Compassion (Sawyer, Libby) 
23rd-Nov-2007 11:43 pm
btvs → big damn hero, kate → everything changes, d/l → little boy and little girl, fnl → julie and tyra, j2 → lesbian gay type lovers, juliet → the other woman, spn → on the dark side of the moon, vm → girl from mars, fnl → the girls, mm → wear your past, oth → true love never fades, mm → happy and carefree, mm → party girl, sandy → teh padalaugh, sun → i am strong, d/l → all the things i should have done, js → i couldn't keep you safe, stock → shoes!, sandy → lady in red, dean → ...you're the shortbus, sandy → sexy sandy, spn → gay love saves the day, d/l → the trio, jack → days that pass you by, jy → there is only you, d/l → their love is so pure, d/l → i forgot to tell you i love you, bela → bela hates you too, d/l → sam is the best brother ever, sawyer → smile, sam → brain go splody, stock → ilu!, sandy → idk my bff jared?, d/l → the hint of a spark, yjk → shiny happy people, pd → charlotte charles, sun → i won't be lost, btvs → he's my everything, d/l → and never let you go, oth → peyton sawyer, dean → okay now i'm depressed, d/l → take care, sam  → puppy is angsting, dean → dean smile, sandy → all smiles, sun → i love you, dean → broken nail, l → omg bounce and squee!, juliet → she's a native, d/l → layla has come for the sex, dean → f*ck off, s/j → married to a rockstar, s/j → jared and sandy, l → a friend's love, fnl → matt and julie, sun → i heart sun, dean → don't objectify me, d/l → i'm with you, oth → best friends forever, btvs → with this ring i thee wed, mm → beach girl, juliet → i am strong, pd → i'll be your best friend, sawyer → wtf?!, l → oh you're my best friend, s/j → jared hearts sandy, sandy → sandy says omg!, sawyer → hero of the moment, sawyer → i'll look after you, oth → brooke davis, kane → this is my kane icon, js → i heart jack/sawyer, d/l → i'll watch over you, l → we stand together, d/l → i want you by my side, btvs → still, d/l → i believed in us, d/l → at first sight, sam → cutie pie, fnl → julie taylor, quotes → classy and fabulous, sawyer → having a blonde moment, vd → logan is a poo face, pd → my one and only, sun → until it burns you numb, sun → do we have to fuck you up?, stock → little miss sunshine, kane → this is my steve icon, fnl → and just forget the world, spn → the brothers winchester, spn → extreme glomp, sun → taking care of business, vd → real love stories, jk → you could mean everything to me, kate → who i am now, spn → 'cause we're so awesome, sun → glomp!, mm → sparkly things!, js → coming undone, d/l → closer, claire → little sister, j/j → we're in this together, j2 → jared and jensen do not like you, oth → b. davis and p. sawyer, fnl → i choose you, sawyer → what's in a name?
Title: Compassion
Rating: PG
Summary: She had tried to help him. He hadn’t wanted it, but she had tried, and maybe that was all that mattered.
Disclaimer: I do not own Lost. At all. I wish but alas...
Author's Note: Set during '?'. This little thing has been lingering in the back of my brain for a while now.



She had tried to help him. He hadn’t wanted it, but she had tried, and maybe that was all that mattered. Because they were strangers. Because they had all made it very damn clear that when he came to trust, they didn’t have any. But when he fell, she was there, returning his sarcasm with a steady gaze and an almost-but-not-quite roll of the eyes.

The quickest way to earn Sawyer’s respect has always been not to put up with his crap. He’ll keep piling it on, sure, just to see how much you’ll take. At the moment, he wasn’t up to par, or he would have kept at it with Libby. But he didn’t. He had to take her kindness at face value and now that she’s lays shot, bloody, at his feet, the way he had at hers, it’s the only thing he can remember about her, the only interaction they’d ever really had; it’s the only thing he can think about.

He puts his hand on her forehead and closes his eyes. Sawyer just has that one memory of her. But it’s a good one. He can’t say that about many people once their gone. But, she’s secretly glad he can say that about her.
Comments 
24th-Nov-2007 06:47 am (UTC)
Awww. *sniffles* I hadn't even thought of this but I love the idea that Sawyer has that one memory of her and this kind of respect for her. So very sad but so lovely.
24th-Nov-2007 06:52 am (UTC)
Thanks, hun. :) I've been mulling this little piece over for a while, and I finally got it down tonight. Sawyer and Libby didn't interact very much, but I was always pretty moved by his tenderness with her when he found her in the hatch, so I thought I'd explore that a little bit. I'm glad you liked it.
24th-Nov-2007 10:47 am (UTC)
This is very very good. And very poignat. I love what it says about Sawyer. Lovely.
24th-Nov-2007 07:29 pm (UTC)
Thank you. :) I'm glad you liked it.
24th-Nov-2007 10:51 am (UTC)
That was quite beautiful and very Sawyer. I love how this is what he thinks as he looks at her dead body, how he only has the one good memory to tide him over, because that really is the best it's ever been for Sawyer in the face of death. Wonderful, insightful little fic. ♥
24th-Nov-2007 07:32 pm (UTC)
because that really is the best it's ever been for Sawyer in the face of death.

Exactly. Even with his parents, Sawyer has all these awful memories attatched to them, but he interacted so seldomly with Libby, I liked the idea that he only had this one memory of her, and it was a nice one. And I like the idea of Sawyer having someone that he could remember like that.

I'm glad you liked this, hun. Thanks for reading.
24th-Nov-2007 05:13 pm (UTC)
Oh, this was sweet.
24th-Nov-2007 07:32 pm (UTC)
Thanks! :D I'm glad you liked it.
24th-Nov-2007 08:10 pm (UTC)
lovely. I agree that Sawyer respects people that stand up to him, and I love that it's the memory he'll keep of Libby :)
24th-Nov-2007 10:16 pm (UTC)
Thanks, sweetie. ♥ I'm glad you liked it.
25th-Nov-2007 02:02 am (UTC)
Very sweet, and such a nice insight into Sawyer. I've always been touched at how tender he is with Libby when they find her in the hatch.
25th-Nov-2007 02:05 am (UTC)
Me too, that's why I ended up writing this. :) I'm glad you liked it.
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